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Name: Sarah, aka Badly Drawn Girl
Born: 11/16/82
Sign: Scorpio
Lives: Greenwich Village, NYC
Status: Attached
Occupation: Journalism major @ NYU
Pets: Rusty James, a Siamese fighting fish
Bands: Tool, Jane's Addiction, the Cure, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Primal Scream, Porno For Pyros, Jeff Buckley, Tori Amos, Incubus, the White Stripes
Addicted To: Painkillers, Unisom, mixtapes
Vice(s): Opiates, Camel Turkish Jade
Salvation: Vitamin Water (all hail Vitamin Water!)
Gay Factor: 34% gay (from TheSpark.com)
Inspiration: Subways, rain, Long Island
Proudest Moment: Being accused of "drug-fueled tantrums." Touché baby...
Described In 10 Words: Quiet, honest, dynamic, frenetic, observant, monogamous, vulnerable, shy, eccentric, contradictory
Seminal Quote: "...but my faith in love is still devout."
   — Morrissey, Rusholme Ruffians

Getting annoyingly personal...

I See: My fish, CDs, a notice about a literary journal taped to my desk, a Snapple bottle, my cell phone
I Need: To get an internship
I Find: That rain smells better at night and the uptown subway stations look even stranger when you're on LSD
I Want: Codeine
I Have: Luke's denim jacket on my lap
I Wish: I had a real apartment
I Love: Driving around Long Island at night
I Hate: Crying by myself
I Miss: Him
I Fear: Not fulfilling my potential
I Feel: Damaged but alive
I Hear: A bunch of people going crazy outside my window
I Smell: Chinese food
I Crave: A hug
I Search: For interesting ways to fuck shit up
I Wonder: About the existence of fate
I Regret: Not finishing all those stories I started

When was the last time you ...

Smiled?: About an hour ago when someone said something nice about my writing
Laughed?: Last night on the phone with Luke
Cried?: Yesterday, listening to a Gin Blossoms song
Bought something?: Last Friday: 2 jackets at Rampage
Danced?: Sometime last winter at the Odyssey in Winston-Salem...I don't dance without his supervision
Were sarcastic?: I'm pretty much always sarcastic...
Kissed someone?: 10/20/02
Talked to an ex?: 4/28/01
Watched your favorite movie?: Two weeks or so ago
Had a nightmare?: Thankfully I can't remember

A last time for everything...

Last book you read: The Wild Iris, by Louise Glück
Last movie you saw: "The Ring"
Last song you heard: "Halcyon + On + On" - Orbital
Last thing you had to drink: Dr. Pepper
Last time you showered: Last night
Last thing you ate: General Tso's chicken w/ fried rice

Do you...

Smoke?: Occasionally
Do drugs?: Occasionally
Have sex?: Er, occasionally
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yah
Live in the moment?: I live in my head
Have a girlfriend?: In the romantic sense, no
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: I keep having dreams where my teeth are being crushed...very painful
Play an instrument?: Flute, piano, guitar (badly)
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yes
Remember your first love?: He's still around
Still love him/her?: Yep
Read the newspaper?: The Village Voice, sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Come on, I go to NYU
Have any straight friends?: Probably
Believe in miracles?: Maybe
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: I try to be
Consider love a mistake?: Never
Like the taste of alcohol?: Rum & cokes and Mike's Hard Lemonade, maybe some wine coolers. No beer
Have a favorite candy?: Caramel
Believe in astrology?: Sometimes
Believe in magic?: Not in the traditional sense
Believe in God?: No
Pray?: No
Go to church?: No
Have any secrets?: Yes
Have any pets: Rusty James, a Siamese fighting fish
Do well in school?: Hey, I said I believed in miracles...
Go to or plan to go to college?: Yes
Have a major?: Journalism (minor in Psychology)
Talk to strangers who Instant Message you?: Usually
Wear hats?: Nope, hat-hair
Have any piercings?: 3 in left ear, 3 in right. Used to be 4 in my right ear but one earring fell out in the shower
Have any tattoos?: No, but maybe someday
Hate yourself?: Not anymore
Have an obsession?: Mixtapes and Long Island
Collect anything?: MP3s, train ticket/movie ticket stubs
Have a best friend?: He is
Wish on stars?: I could try, maybe it'll work
Like your handwriting?: Yeah, actually
Have any bad habits?: Procrastination, ruminative thinking, self-doubt, the occasional narcotic indulgence
Care about looks?: Yes. Too much, sometimes
Believe in witches?: Not really
Believe in ghosts?: Ehhh, no
Believe in Satan?: Yes, and he lives in the White House

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